it is not a fullstop, it just a coma in the middle of a long sentence. i will never quit, but i'll make a short break to focus more on my studies..trust me it wont take that long..i'll ensure that i'll always put a sign in every step i take and every single breath i take...
INSYALLAH
ENERGETIC OK!! tak main2 ok.
jangan risau bukan dadah atau sebarang ubat penambah tenaga.
bismillah,.
harini baru selesai BENGKEL AUDIT, anjuran MoBAC,...
it was FABULOUS,..sebab sepanjang waktu sebelum attend bengkel ni, macam tak tau what is practical training is all about. dan ALHAMDULILLAH, lepas attend and spend my whole day at the new faculty, I realized how complicated an audit work could be. but of course we learn it in a very "sempoi' way.
nampaknya keputusan untuk berada disini, taklah sia-sia. sebab pada awalnya, antara pilihan yang ada, adalah ke tempat yang lain. (but I BELIEVE, either choice will give me credits, INSYALLAH).
mengamuk pulak Emi kalau ada yang sengaja menghilangkan diri,..hehehe..tapi datang bukan sebab takut, OK??..tapi sebab teruja nak belajar juga, selain masa tak mengizinkan untuk pergi ke tempat "lain" itu..(adalah rase hormat jugak pada MR P kita tadi tu) hehehe..
OVERALL IT WAS A GREAT DAY SPENT WITH MY FRIENDS!!
ok, habis dah introduction now comes to the gist of the entry.....
just now, I saw a close friend of mine crying in her room.. It touched me A LOT...I never like seing my friend crying, (that is true).
huhu,..nak dibuatkan cerita, even though we are not in the same thoughts (sometimes, tapi bab gosip, SAMA AJE), tapi we are still bestfriend (hope she feel the same way too)..she cried, and I feel sorry for her,.she is the strong one, (YES,she is) and a happy go lucky girl,.
I know, we have differences in way of thinking, but I always love her as one of my besties. to see her crying is not a relief in me,.
yes I admit, sometimes bestfriend do fight, just like we did, but at least we know something about each other and we back each other up when something came up!!
sedih bila tengok keadaan makin berubah,.and sometimes rasa teruknya diri bila cuba buat sesuatu that is "tak memberangsangkan" about that friend. sometimes we hate each other so much, but then I realized, it was actually our own reflection. just like looking in the mirror,..it was u yourself that you've been talking about. owh,..
but yet, we still accept each other just the way we are...
JUST IMAGINE, TENGAH ANGIN-ANGIN PUN, BILA BERGOSIP, BERPADU TENAGA LAGI!!..huhuhu...kan bagus, bermuafakat..
kenapa itu semua??
sebab bila ada perkara yang bercanggah dari masing2, semua mula buat andaian awal yang sebenarnya, tak perlu pun, tapi HATI YANG DIPENGARUH EMOSI, lancar je jalankan operasi menambah dosa. kadang2 terpikir juga, maybe amalan tak berapa nak consistent sebab hati tak bersih kot,..
dan benda ni terjadi bila, bayangan dalam minda hanya ternampak perkara2 buruk dan bukannya perkara2 baik dan indah yang kita kongsi yang kalau dinilai, lebih banyak sebenarnya..wow,the power of emotions!!
erhm,..I'M SORRY MY FRIENDS,..I WAS CARRIED AWAY BY EMOTIONS....and I ALSO FORGIVE ALL OF YOU IN ADVANCE IF YOU DID THE SAME THING AS I DID...because we are humans, NOBODY IS PERFECT!!
so kepada kawan saya tadi tu, JANGAN MENANGIS SAYANG, YOU ALWAYS HAVE ME AND THE OTHERS NO MATTER WHAT CIRCUMSTANCES ARE YOU IN NOW OR ANYTIME...
WE HAVE EACH OTHER'S SHOULDER TO CRY ONTO...
and people out there, please kalau ada rasa tak kena sikit dengan kawan2 tu, confront, jangan biar berlarutan, NANTI SETAN HASUT supaya lebih teruk lagi..
bermula semalam, I have a new resolutions, and hope that it will last long enough till i realized, I'd succeed!!
and my resolution is to stop gossiping as much as I could...nak tahan diri dari benda-benda yang bagi pendedahan terlampau pada ketidak terimaan amalan kita!!
